It should has been quite a long time I haven't written any journal. Now I'm in highschool already and things are getting busier, also crazier. I wonder when would I get peaceful days that I would able to use for learning art--visual art, deeper. I've just figured out (after a long time of having 'lost-in-mind' ) that actually, I've never been enough to be called an artist ('artist' in my definition). I've figured out that I still need much, bunches of learning and practicing. With this skill I have, I've been arrogant already (omg). But, when will I get those peaceful days to learn more? I can't leave my school lessons and let myself getting bad marks.. Hopefully, I can submit any artwork soon.

I'm goin back finishing my work.. Ja~